Hurdles

Last week I posted my first entry. I thought it was a pretty motivational and inspirational blog. Ironically though, I had quite a lame week immediately following that post. For whatever reason, I had such a hard time getting motivated to work out. I kept procrastinating, and taking unusually long breaks between sets. To make matters worse, yesterday was a terrible day food-wise. It started out good, but then quickly went down hill. My will power seemed to be non-existent. I went to a family gathering with my boyfriend where there was what seemed like endless amounts of naughty treats. Oh…and then came desert, showcasing all of my favorite sweets. Cup cakes, brownies and ice cream cake just to name a few. Now last year, being around all of that would make my mouth water and drive me crazy. I’ve changed a lot since then. I’ve developed a strong will power. The strongest I’ve ever had in my life.  You can put anything in my face and I'll just shrug it off. You should see my apartment. I’ve got a bowl full of an assortment of amazing chocolate delights, ice cream, donuts, and more. All lying around in plain sight (don’t ask me why I have all this stuff -and- I DO NOT recommend this to anyone!!).  None of that fazes me anymore, until yesterday that is.  I really don’t know what came over me. What can I say, I’m only human. So I can either harp on it and beat myself up over it, or move on and make sure it doesn’t happen again. I’m 8 weeks out and if I slip up again, I might as well kiss the show goodbye. Today’s a new day. I had an amazing workout, ate clean all day and I feel great. I created more work for myself because of one bad day, but I’m ready to face the consequences and do what I have to do (yes, believe it or not, one bad day can cause damage).  There are always hurdles, and obstacles along the way. This week was a big one and instead of jumping over the hurdle, I ran right into it.  No more, I’m ready to get back on track.

Until next time….